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I’ve obviously been neglecting my duties insofar as my blog… Nothing much has happened. I’ve fallen in love, and out of love, then headlong back into it again. I don’t really believe in love at my age, but these #$&% hormones are making me think things I wouldn’t otherwise even consider.

I’ve recently made the announcement about my plans to move this summer. I’ve been getting crap about it since. I’m not sure how much of the concern is genuine, but true or not I feel loved all the same. Hey, at least it’ll be warmer there.

It’s been clocking in at around 10 degrees here lately… the weather is definitely one thing I wont be missing.

Dang… It’s Been AGES…

Wow… I’m really starting to slack! I am (hopefully) going to start posting regularly for the select few of you out that actually give a crap about what I’ve got to say about life… I know most of the time it’s just ranting and raving, so I’ll start trying to keep it a bit shorter… say, 200 words or so. Anyway, I just hit 66… better shorten it up. SO: I’m dating again, and about as happy as I can be without seeing my girlfriend outside of school due to our almost always booked schedules. UGH. been a little over a month now… no action. no handholding, no hugs, no nothing. Am I terrified? Yes, I’d say so. Being her first, i dont want to go and blow it be being a horrible boyfriend… I suppose I’ve got a LOT of stuff to think about. I’ve got plans to make music videos starting here soon, so I’ll get those posted ASAP. Heck, if I’m feeling particularly energetic, i’ll even stick my beautiful voice on there to drive you guys mad. Also, my religious commitment went spiraling downhill, and I feel the need to get it fixed. and quickly. I came to this conclusion  while talking to Christy, and I took the time to count how long it had been since I prayed… a year. and that wasnt even of my own accord… I was SHOCKED… I am going to start paying more attention to school, more attention to religion., and more attention to the people I love. No more wandering around like a toddler for me!!! Well, anyway, I managed to cut this post down to 351 words… not exactly the essence of brevity, but I gave it a shot… oh well. That’s it for now… I was supposed to be in bed about an hour and a half ago… and I dont have the added benefit that Sushee does… my computer isnt in my room. WHOOPS!!! anyway… I need to turn in. Night to all you people out there, and keep on keeping on!

Oh boy…

SO: I joined the NC debate team. I was originally going to do a difficult form of debate, cross-examination, or CX for short. It is one of the hardest and longest forms of debate out there, so I was kind of daunted. However, my partner ended up having other plans to go out of town, so I was left partnerless. After a lot of jumping around from partner to partner, we decided that it would be best if I do a different form of debate, public forum (Or PF). I will probably do better with this format, since this is the format we often use in our Political Discourse class, and I already have a good case prepared, so hopefully all will go well. The catch? I have to be ready and waiting for the bus to pick us up at 4:50 IN THE MORNING… ouch… that will KILL my sleep schedule… not only that, we dont get back until midnight on saturday… I’m gonna be dead by the time all this is over

It’s been a while…

It has been quite some time since my last post, so I figured I should give you guys an update. I have decided, with help from my counselor and dad, that girls arent worth my time anymore. I can’t DRIVE them anywhere since I’m only fourteen, and none of the girls my age are interested in a serious relationships. They go for the “fling thing”, where they and they guy they are with are dating for a period of about two seconds before they break up and move on to a new guy. None of them are ready, emotionally or socially or whatever, to have the relationship I’m looking for. And at my age, dating an older girl isn’t an option because NO self-respecing Junior or Senior in today’s society would be caught dating an average, nerdy Freshman, ESPECIALLY one who chose to stay at a middle school and take Latin… So, I’ve given up. Also, I am incredibly glad I’m avoiding all of the melodrama of dating in middle school… the whole “She likes him more than she likes me” and the whole “I’m not sure if she actually likes me cause she SLEPT with that guy” thing is most definitely NOT the sort of thing I want to spend my time doing. Besides, I don’t have much money to spend on a girl, I don’t have TIME to spend on a girl, and if were to devote more time to a girl then I would be SCREWED in all of my other activities… I’ve given up. I’m moving on. I’m going to be a bachelor

I Like This Song

This is a song I like quite a bit… doesnt really fit how I’m feeling today, but still…

I feel needed!!!

I’ve been staying home for the past three days because the medication I’m taking has some pretty severe side effects, ones that dehabilitate me enough to not have me be able (or willing) to attend school. I get a call today from my Social Studies / Political Discourse teacher. He is calling to ask me what side I had planned on debating for a debate we have coming up. The rest of my team had no clue, and the opposing side couldnt remember. So, he had to call me up, AT HOME, to ask me. Made me feel needed.

Also: Last night (Thursday), we had our weekly meeting for our school’s Robotics Club (pretty much what it is is you take little Lego robots, and program them to perform different tasks), and I was stuck in charge of my team because I have the loudest voice and can be VERY persuasive if need be. But I digress… the meeting was chaotic without me. A friend of mine text messaged me frantically, asking for a list of things that apparently only I had. By the time I found them, the meeting was over. But the fact that evrything was chaotic without me made me feel good.

Lastly: In my band class, our teacher is on paternity leave for two weeks. He has asked the ninth graders, who have 4 or 5 years of experience, to run the band. So, we ran through all of our songs for concert next month and tweaked them. I play trumpet, and I’m first chair. Apparently, without me the trumpet section is out of tune and cant hit the right notes. They miss their entrances, and cant keep a beat (others’ words, not mine). Also, since the 9th graders are running class, they rely heavily on me, the loud, persuasive one, to get things to run smoothly. Since I wasnt there, my job was sort of difficult. Just another thing to make me feel needed. I’m done with those thoughts for now. Input from the people out there?

It’s been a few days since my last post

Apparently not many people visit my blog during the weekdays. Most likely since the vast majority of my readers are teenagers also, and, as such, have homework and other responsibilities during the week that they dont have to worry about over the weekend. Anyway, I’ve gotten over my little schpiel about how badly my love life tends to go. I’ve realized that I don’t NEED a girlfriend at this point in life, and shouldn’t spend every waking moment fretting over why I don’t have one. Sure, if a girl I like were to ask me out, or I were to get an inkling of a thought that a girl liked me, then sure, I’d either ask them out or say yes. Thing is though, I need to stop going out of my way to try to get girls to like me. Odds are, they (or you, depending) won’t like me any more for all my hard work, and, in fact, might even STOP liking me if you did already. So, I’ve moved on with my life, and have decided I’m going to do my best to not be “flirtatious.”

Here’s My Depressing Blog About My Love Life For Today

Apparently all the girls I like love me. But, unfortunately enough for me, they ALL love me as a brother. That kind of blows for me, because after you hit that point there is NO turning back to allow for romantic relations. Apparently I’m too nice, and as such, they all grew to expect me to be nice and sweet and charming. Sadly, they never grew to think of me as anything MORE than that. Oh well though. I’ll get over my relationhip issues eventually, I’m sure.

Why Can’t You Just TELL Us?

I’ve been reading the blogs of a lot of my female friends lately, and I’ve noticed something: Whenever girls are having guy troubles, no one seems to know. They know, but no one else does. Then, the girls proceed to explain why their life sucks cause the guy doesnt notice how madly they are in love with him. Hint to all you girls out there: Most guys CANT TAKE HINTS. You think you are being incredibly obvious, but we dont catch it. The only thing short of having a make-out session with us that’ll get through is you telling us how you feel. Many a good relationship has been lost because no one spoke up and said something. You might have both liked each other, but since no one said a word to the other, the relathionship that could have been, wasn’t. Wake up, and take action! If you just let him know how you feel, he will be more likely to like you back. Maybe not right away, but he will think of you in an entirely new light, and over time might come to find that he likes you. Don’t beat around the bush, just be blunt and let us know, no matter how much of an internal struggle you are having.

My good friend Sushee agrees with me wholeheartedly on this. Read his entry on the subject at http://lifeofsushee.wordpress.com/2007/09/22/lol-im-sad-again/

Wow…

I just hit 100 pings… and it’s only been a few hours!!! Cool beans!!! Now on to 200… Maybe even 300 by Monday!